jenny_the_penny

the feel of loss

2007-01-27T16:36:46Z

i cant describe. i know that i hate it and its definitely something i could live without.maybe its more like a depression that anything. actually its probably heart break. i feel even worse than i did when scott dumped me all those years back. yesterday january 26, 2007 we had to put down our dear cat cole. he was almost 18 years old and it was time unfortunately. i cant stop thinking of the poor baby. i just cant even imagine how my mom could drop him off to die. i would be balling my eyes out like i am here at home. and of course she had to tell me what they did to him when i got home from the nursing home. last night when i had to work at food basics i could barely hold it together. and then some kid he had got into this really big box and fell over and hit his head. i rushed over cuase his dad was busy and picked the box back upright. thats when the kid said 'lady your my hero'. kids say the cutest things but that cheered me up the rest of my shift. until i got home that is. the whole way home in the car i choked back tears cause i didn't want elle or mom to think i was some kind of baby. but as soon as i walked in i saw the cats litter box and his food dishes where he use to sit and eat his food and i couldn't hold back the tears anymore. i went to the kitchen and told my mom i missed the cat. she said i know. the dog ran up to me and started licking me. he knows when i am upset and tries to help. i think he misses the cat too. and then my rabbit when i went to give him food wasn't as jumpy as he usually is. he came up to me pushing at my hand for me to pet him. i know he misses the cat cause they use to kiss through the cage all the time. what am i gonna do without the poor cat, i dont know. i figure i will continue crying for a week or so and maybe one day i will get over the loss of a dear cat who was more than just a cat, he was part of our family. one that will be missed dearly and i dont know what to do without. please try to cheer me up if you can

this is for you marcia

2007-01-13T00:31:27Z

aww i am going to miss marcia while she has no computer, that is so sad. i remeber my computerless days. life seemed to have no point to it, lol. no it really wasn't that bad. i just watched a ton of movies all of the time. but our computer was gone for weeks on end so that kind of sucked. you can only watch a movie so much in that short bit of time and still like it afterwards, hah. so last night was the first night back to choir and it was i think kind of weird. he made us all sit at the front of the church near the altar area and talk about where we are going as a choir and why we go to church and all that. it was weird i just sat there quietly. then we went up to the loft and everyone was so happy and praising God and i just felt so out of place. i feel like i dont fit in now and its probably cuase i dont feel God moving like the others do. the choir is suppose to be examples of worshippers to the congregation and i feel like i am the worst example becuase i am not like the others. i dont know i just want to feel God move again like i use to but it just seems hopeless cause i dont really make the effort
humbug!

my dvd movies(just like marcia did) lol......

2007-01-10T01:19:40Z

a cinderella story
all you've got
a lot like love
american dreamz
aquamarine
american pie
american pie 2
american wedding
barber shop 2
beauty shop
blue crush
bring it on again
bring it on all or nothing
carolina
charlie and the chocolate factory(new one)
chasing liberty
cheaper by the dozen 2
christmas with the kranks
click
coach carter
confessions of a teenage drama queen
date movie
diary of a mad black woman
dickie roberts
dirty dancing
dirty dancing havana nights
drive me crazy
elektra
elizabeth town
ella enchanted
failure to launch
fever pitch
finding neverland
fun with dick and jane
grease
guess who
herbie fully loaded
here on earth
hitch
ice princess
in good company
in her shoes
in the mix
jersey girl
just friends
just like heaven
just my luck
john tucker must die
kate and leopold
kicking and screaming
last holiday
little black book
love dont cost a thing
man of the house
material girls
mean girls
meet the fockers
miss congeniality 2
mona lisa smile
monster in law
must love dogs
never been kissed
new york minute
october sky
prime
princess diaries 2
raise your voice
raising helen
remember the titans
rumour has it
RV
saved
scooby doo 2
shall we dance
she's the man
shop girl
sleepover
somethings gotta give
take the lead
the break up
the devil wears prada
the dukes of hazzard
the family stone
the girl next door
the honey mooners
the incredibles
the lakehouse
the longest yard
the man
the notebook
the pacifier
the perfect man
the pink panther
the prince and me
the princess bride
the sisterhood of the travelling pants
the weather man
the wedding date
the wizard of OZ
two can play that game
under the tuscan sun
van wilder(national lampoons)
view from the top
war of the worlds
wedding crashers
white chicks
willy wonka and the chocolate factory(old one)
wimbledon
win a date with tad hamilton
13 going on 30

and that is it for now. my list grows a little more everyday. someone needs to tell them to stop making movies, or at least ones that interest me cusae they are making a bundle off of me. does this count as a journal?? cause if so this is one of the longest i have ever done, lol
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2007-01-09T19:55:00

2007-01-10T00:59:42Z

hey all
i am gonna make this a short update cuase my pinky on the left hand really hurts. i got it caught in between 2 carts at work and the ball of my finger the skin got ripped off of it(a couple of layers of skin) and the skin was hanging off. it was pretty gross and hurts pretty bad. yikes it just when i type a's that it hurts cause i only use the pinky for them, lol. well anyways not too much is new with me. last night at work one of our residents died so i had to help the nurse reposition the body for when the coroners came to pick up the body. it was really sad and i felt like i was hurting her, even though she was dead. it made me think that soon that could be my grandparents and i would be the one saying goodbye. i am not looking forward to that day at all. death is so sad. but anyways thats my thoughts of the day lol

the five factor personality quiz

2007-01-01T03:59:48Z

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:

You have low extroversion.
You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.
A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.
You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.

Conscientiousness:

You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.

Agreeableness:

You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.

Neuroticism:

You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.

Openness to experience:

Your openness to new experiences is low.
You're a pretty conservative person, and you favor what's socially acceptable.
You think that change for novelty's sake is a very bad idea.
While some may see this as boring, many see you as dependable and wise.

The Five Factor Personality Test

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-12-28T12:21:00

2006-12-28T16:21:24Z

hey everyone,
whats going on? not much here really. i am just going to be starting my big wham of shifts in a row at work since i had christmas off at the nursing home. it will be kind of nice working 2-10pm instead of 3-11pm. its only an hour difference but there is just something about that 1 hour that drags on and on. so anyways how was everyones christmas? i hope it was good. mine was pretty good. i went up to orillia on december 23rd and we came home on the 27th. my grandparents made us a christmas dinner on christmas and then on the 26th we went to my aunt june's house and we had a roast beef dinner and cheesecake and a bunch of goodies. it was so good i must say. so i had a pretty good time. elle and i didn't really socialize with everyone though cause there is never anyone our age there. our cousins are all in there late 20's early 30's so what would we really talk about. so elle and i went downstairs, watched tv and tried to put together a 1,000 piece puzzle. we got frustrated with the puzzle and just watched the tv, lol. so then the 27th we went home in the morning and then i went to work for 2pm. of course my grandpa was sad to see us go and he cried again. it sad to see him cry. he is kind of depressed because he is going blind. poor guy. they need to move out of their house soon cause its a 2 story house and with grandpa going blind its not very safe because there are times when he loses his balance as well. oooo i have cramps, need to go and get a tylenol........okay i am back now but yeah i am gonna go now cuase i have to clean my rabbits cage out, lol
love ya
~jen~

my arm pit is itchy!!!!!!

2006-12-17T03:40:53Z

yeah so if you've seen my subject of this LJ it is to say that my right pit is so itchy man. i just want to scratch it, but i know that if i do it will cause some pain. so i sit here and suffer, but i guess itchy=healing and that is what i want. i wish my left one was itchy too but noooooo its just sore. stupid left pit! so anyways i am now done cantata for the season. it kind of sucks that i had to miss 4 of the 6 cantatas due to surgery/work. but oh well you cant win them all i guess, lol. yeah i dont know what else to write but bye bye
~jen~

4 days later......

2006-12-09T03:11:43Z

well people i have entered the world once again. i'm back baby! well not totally back but its a start. so monday i had ymy surgery. so far everything is alright but i am gonna give you the day by day play. monday surgery was ahead of schedule cause the person before me cancelled so mine got pushed up. i was given 2 housecoats instead of a gown and a housecoat so i had them both on and i asked the nurse if it was right cause i didn't think it looked right, lol here it wasn't so she got me a gown. so yeah then they put the iv in my hand and i was off to surgery. i had to wait in the hall for about 5 minutes while they finished up with another person. it was pretty cold and it seemed to take forever. so after the surgery i woke up in the room and they took me to a room where my mom could come and see me. so we were there for awhile and i fell asleep a couple of times. i decided i was ready to go and i got dressed. after that i sat in the wheelchair and felt like vomiting so i got back into the bed and called the nurse. she gave me a shot of gravol in the butt, hahah it hurt a lot actually. then i left the hospital. tuesday- hmm tuesday i ate food and started my percocet. so the rest of the day was pretty blurry and groggy. wednesday- i spent the whole day in bed, i threw up, i drank gingerale when i could, i was in and out of conciousness all day. then i went to the bowling alley at night to watch my dad and sister bowl cause i was tired of being in bed. thursday- still the sharp head pains, threw up again. mom called the doctor and he said to stop taking the percocet and just take tylenols and gravol cause i was having a reaction to the percocet. so i pretty much layed around all day. doing the occasional pee thing and watched 2 movies. then i went to cantata practice with my mom. i wasn't feeling too hot so i brought my blanky in with me. shelley walks up to me and was like um you cant come up on the stage like that tonight we are taping. i was like well i just had surgery monday so i am pretty sure i'm not planning on going up there. i wanted to smack her. like i am gonna go on the stage 1stly with my blanket and 2ndly when i can barely stand. like geez! so that takes me to today....friday- today i stayed home this morning and watched 2 movies. my throat is really bothering me like it feels like there is this big lump blockig the top of my throat and no matter how much i hack and cough it wont budge. it has been there all day and when i cough i feel this rustling and my chest is tight. i am gonna get the doc to check me out on monday when he checks my incisions to make sure they are healing properly. i wish i knew if this tape thats on my incicions is suppose to come off of me or not. my mom forgot to ask the docs office when she called yesterday. oh well i guess i will find out on monday. well maybe i will see you guys sunday. not sure if i will be feeling up to it or not. watching mean girls right now, lol
bye bye MY ARMS HURT!!!!!!!
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-12-02T12:04:00

2006-12-02T16:04:22Z

hey everyone,
whats up? not much here. where have all the LJer's gone, hahaha. i haven't updated for so long, well here i am at least right? so yeah whats going on with me? um well yesterday i work 8am-1pm and then 2pm-10pm. it sucked so much but at least its extra money right....... so yeah i work all this weekend as well(sat and sun 3-11pm)sunday morning i am not gonna be at church cause its my nieces birthday on monday but i cant see her then cuase i will be in surgery. so yeah on that note i am getting surgery on monday. so think of me at 10:30am cause i will be going under the knife then. so excited!! man i am so hungry, too lazy to get up though and make something to eat. oh well i guess. so yeah i will be off of work next week so that should be nice, plus i will be on lots of pain killer hahaha. well anyways i am gonna go now, dont know what else to write
later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-11-20T15:11:00

2006-11-20T19:11:49Z

hey everyone,
how are things going? things are alright with me. i am now beyond tired now. it sucks cuase it makes you giddy. hahah. so yeah i dont really know what i am writing right now or even what to write. yay i finally got to see marcia. its been forever since i saw her. it was so nice to see her. grr my stupid computer keeps disconnecting me from the net. i had hot dogs and beans for lunch today. it was okay. tonight we are having sirloin tip roast, potatoes, onions, maybe carrots( i hope so). yeah i wanted roast so i bought one today while i was at work. its really bad working in a grocery store cause you want everything that you touch. especially hate working there cause there is so much junk food there tempting you with its deliciousness. hahah. so yeah i dont know what else to say so i am going to go now
later
~jen~

Refuel-Young Adults Retreat

2006-11-13T03:36:07Z

hey everyone just thought i would LJ about the YA retreat. well things first started off for me on thursday. i went to hamilton and had to drive myself cause of my moms car accident. it was pretty nerve racking driving to hamilton by myself. so yeah after choir i had to get sonja to come and pick me up because i didn't know how to get to her house after choir practice. so sonja picked me up and we went to kelseys cause i was hungry and thats where she wanted to go cause she wanted cheesecake. so we went to her house and she trned on the tv, jersey girl was on. i hate that movie but she wanted to watch it so she watched it while i fell asleep. so sonja went to work friday morning while i stayed at her place sleeping. when i got up she was home. she did her laundry and showered and then it was my turn to shower. then krystal came home from wherever she was and was like guys i need the bathroom. i was like ah cuase she didn't even go into the bathroom right away she took at least 20 minutes to get into it. by then i could have been done my shower. but no.......so sonja and i went to the mall so she could get her eyebrows waxed. when we got back i had my shower and she finished her laundry. we went to walmart to get food and gravol. then we left but i forgot to get pepto bismol so we stopped to get some. its good i got some cuase i totally had poops before we left. anyways we left and the trip was long and my butt hurt. it was a good trip though cuase scott mason was not on the bus...hahahah......so we made it to muskoka an hour later planned but we also left later too. we had our first service friday night which was long but the message was good. we were suppose to get chicken wings for snack at night but calvary pentecostal ate them all so we didn't get any. there were a lot of angry people cause we just got fruit instead. so yeah saturday morning we got up at 7:40am. ick.....
it was soo early. i went to breakfast it was sausage, toast and rock hard french toast. it was pretty gross man. so yeah we had our nexy service. then it was lunch we had these sub bun things. mine was pretty good actually. then in the afternoon brittany and i went to the gym. we played basketball, volleyball and i played soccer as well. it was so much fun. charles totally was afraid of me during soccer cuase i was good and aggressive. i said to him bring it i am not afraid i can take what you dish out. lol it was so funny and then i kicked him in the leg, hahah i was aiming for the ball but got his leg instead. i felt so bad but he said it didn't hurt, i think thats a lie. i played sports for a total of like 3 hours. dude i am so sore right now its not even funny. i can barely lift my legs they hurt so much. its not just my legs that hurt though its everything. so yeah we had dinner. chicken,roast beef, roasted potatoes,corn and buns.....it was so delicious.then we had service. it was another good service, lots of people slained in the spirit and stuff like that. this is where 'operation # 2' begins. this was so funny i was snorting and almost peeing my pants. hahaha,operation #2 consisted of 2 people who pooped in bags. then we put the bags of poop into a big chip bag and put it into the guys room. marie fletcher was the brains of the operation. hahah it was so funny. i am not going to go into more details of the whole pooping into bags as to who it was but it was too funny. then scott, fraz and ryan attacked our room for the poop incident. the caught daniella and put her in their shower in their room. she took one for the team, lol it was so funny. after the excitement was done we went to bed, being afraid the whole time that the guys were in their room planning something else but they surprisingly didn't. so yeah sunday morning we found out that the guys lame prank that they were going to do back to us girls was to fart into a bottle and throw it in our room, like how lame is that guys?? i wouldn't have even opened the bottle i would just have tossed it back out of the room. meh oh well so yeah sunday was just a service a very early morning wake and clean up and that sort of thing. brittany totally talked about phil the whole time. its so cute she has a crush on him, awwww. i really enjoyed talking with brittany a lot. brittany if you read this i am so glad that you went on the retreat. i really think that this retreat was the best one i have been on. it went by so fast because i was having so much fun. i remember other retreats where i would have fun but the afternoons on the saturday would be so long and boring cause we woould sit around and do nothing but actually doing something and participating with the other people was so fun. yikes thats weird, lol anyways this is a really long blog. ugh the bus ride home was so blah cuase all you could hear was scott flirting in the back of the bus when you just wnated to go to sleep. he is such a whore, lol well guys i'm out tell me what you think of my weekend hahaha
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-11-06T14:47:00

2006-11-06T18:47:31Z

hey everyone,
hows it going? well i figured i better update since it has been a long time since i have written anything. well whats new? hahah i dont think anything really. i am working at food basics and the nursing home as usual. its same old, same old. i really hate working with this girl tina. she sucks so much at her job and it makes my job so much harder. i hate incompetence. ugh.....well anyways the YA retreat is coming up this weekend. i am kind of excited about it. its been so long since i have been done to muskoka and i love it there so much. the leaves, the dirt on the ground, all the trees, the snow........*sniff* ahhhhh the smell of mud and outdoors. lol. the only thing missing.......marcia........*tears*luckily sonja is going with me so i dont have to go alone with a whole bunch of people i dont know or like. it should be an interesting weekend. well i better get going now later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-10-20T21:56:00

2006-10-21T02:40:45Z

well last night at choir we got out early which was nice. so i got home from hamilton late cause i went out after choir for food and we were there for awhile. so then i was really tired this morning. i got woken up at 4:30am this morning cause my mom had to leave to go to kitchener to babysit my sisters kids. so then the dog was down in the kitchen making lots of noise so i told him to shut up and he finally did. then i got woken up just after 7 cuase lanark called and wanted to know if i would come and work today 8:30-4:30 with the foot care nurse. this was the 5th shift that i turned down for today, october 20th, 2006. i was like frig people cant you write it down that i have a wedding to go to today and i am not going to come into work??? i was so mad that they always have to call. geez! lol well anyways so i bought some new shoes and they dont fit, they are too big but i wore them today so its too late for me to take them back. guess i kind of wasted my money eh? sounds like something i do a lot though. right now i am watching something's gotta give. i love this movie i think it is so cute.oh my gosh when she is balling her eyes out on her computer and that she sounds so funny like a monkey at times. other times her crying sounds like she is laughing. it is so retardedly funny. well anyways so today i went to andrea wilcox's wedding. she was soo cute. if anyone reading this went to keeleah's wedding didn't she remind you of her? if you didn't go to either wedding i will give you a hint of what it was like. andrea was so cute and excited that she was jumping around all excited. she was making everyone laugh. it was sooo cute when her dad walked her down the aisle, there was john her brother on the stage crying. i was like awww. the only other time i have seen him cry was marisa's wedding, which he made everyone at the dinner cry cause he was so nice to marisa. all in all the wedding was beautiful, everyone in it looked wonderful and i am so upset that i will never get the chance to get married cause of stupid guys and there need to be with a skinny terd. i need to be a little more self confident and less negative i guess, lol anyways peace out fellow LJer's
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-10-19T00:00:00

2006-10-19T04:07:35Z

hey everyone
whats going on?? not much here with me. i just got home from work. tonight was pretty good cause i got to work with the one girl who use to work fulltime on oak but went to college to finish her RPN course. she is a good worker so that was cool. the other lady that i worked with usually works overnights so she didn't know too much of what to do but she knew how to do the work and she was pretty fast and helpful so i was happy. i am a little nervous for the weekend though cuase its gonna be me and that stupid girl tina and probably abeba the really slow crappy workers. i think i might die, lol. so friday i am going to a wedding which will be fun. i love weddings but they kind of make me sad cause they make me think that i will never get one ever. if i ever do marcia is going to be my maid of honour. she is my bestest friend!!!um i dont know what else to LJ about so i am gonna play a game and then go to bed, later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-10-07T01:55:00

2006-10-07T03:16:28Z

hey everyone,
hows it going??things are okay with me. i bought some movies today at rogers. they were just my luck and take the lead. i already watched just my luck and it was good. right now i am watching take the lead and so far i like it. but i just started it, lol. so anyways i worked 5-9pm and i got to orientate this new girl on on the floor cause she is starting on the 16th for the 5-9pm line. lol it has taken me a 1/2 hour just to write that small bit....yikes.....its soo sad to see how some people live, i know its just a movie but some people actually do live like that. i'm glad that the Lord has blessed me with so much stuff, i am truly greatful. even though a lot of times i take it for granted a lot. i wish i didnn't do that but for some reason i do. i guess its cause i am only human trying to survive on this planet.lol it took me another 1/2 hour just to write from where i last put the time. well i dont know what else to write except that i work the next two nights 3-11pm, which sucks......anyways later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-10-02T22:07:00

2006-10-03T02:25:29Z

hey all,
yesterday was sunday and it was pretty good. we had the morning services and the choir sang 'till the work is done-by brooklyn tabernacle choir. i thought it wasn't too bad. i think that is one of the songs that we are singing twice this first part of the season. there are a couple of songs that we are going to sing more than once in the first part. anyways so yeah marcia came out with us in the afternoon. we went to the mandarin which was soooo good as usual. i love mandarin so much but afterwards i felt like such a pig, lol. then we went to the mall and walmart until it was time for church. it was nice to have someone else to walk around the mall with besides just elle and my mom, haha. yeah so anyways i am not going to get into the whole scott mason thing cause makes me so angry and i hate him, lol. so yeah today was an okay day. i got woke up from the dog as usual cuase he doesn't know how to not bark like an insane mutt. so i tried to call my mother on her cell phone cause she wasn't home and it was picking up and she could hear me speaking but i couldn't hear her at all. i kept calling and i even switched our 2 home phones and nothing would work. i was mad so i tried calling from my cell phone and then it finally worked. so we are gonna go out and buy her a new phone cause she doesn't need a peace of crap phone....... then after she came home we had some good corn on the cob from the stock yards, it was delicious. then we went out to take esther to do her daly errands as usual. then i went to do my bowl ahead for wednesday cause i joined my dads bowling league cuase i really miss bowling a lot and i have to work this wednesday so i cant go to the bowling this week but at least they will get my games. i actually did pretty good so i hope my average isn't so high that i cant get it, lol. then we came back home and i drove to work cuase i worked 5-9pm tonight. i really like working the 5-9pm shift but i wouldn't want that line cuase then i couldn't do choir, bowling, YA(if i actually wanted to go) or anything else that came up. i like having some freedom to do stuff. i wish i could get a 6-12 or a 6-2 shift but i will have to work at the nursing home for awhile to get a shift like that. oh well i guess my day will come.......so now i am just chilling at home trying to finish my first load of laundry(its in the dryer) before i hit the hay. its good tonight is monday cause i wont have poo head to bug me cuase he will be at YA thank goodness. that is another reason i dont really want to go to YA plus i have no friends there either. well i am gonna get going now later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-30T21:33:00

2006-10-01T01:41:27Z

well i am back from work now. it was a pretty good shift cause the full timers were there and then there was me who works on the floor alot and i know what i am doing. plus i got to leave 10 minutes early because i didn't have time to take my break, so that was nice. yeah so i come home for supper and of course my mother burnt the potatoes again! she always does that cuase she is too busy playing her card game on the computer. i think if you put something on the stove you look after it, no matter how long it takes to cook cuase other people dont necessarily know that its on the stove. yeah so anyways there was potatoes, beets and a pork loin roast (if you have ever had one before they are soooooooooooooooo good). i also added a root beer to the mix, lol. so tomorrow marcia and i are suppose to be going out to lunch. i hope she doesn't cancel again cause i have to work next weekend cause tomorrow is the last of my having 3 weekends in a row off. it sucks but it was nice to be off that much. i wish you didn't have to work sunday's at the home, but you dont get that option. lol someone at the nursing home who has worked with me before told my sister esther that i am bossy. i thought that was awesome man. its just that at work i am there to do my job and i am not going to put up with other people being lazy, slow and incompetent. like if its there first time there than whatever thats fine but most of the people i end up working with are the same ones i always work with and they are soooo dumb, i just dont get it. ah well but i like the fact that i am bossy!lol anyways i will be off now
later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-30T15:21:00

2006-09-30T19:28:49Z

hey all
how are things....well i guess they are okay besides the chattering coming from my mouth. i hate winter time and its not even here yet even though it feels like it is. i got up this morning and we went to the stock yards which rocks but it was a little rainy and really cold out so that made it a pretty sucky time. but we got some apples, pears, nectarines and potatoes. can you believe that they actually sell a 75lbs bag of potatoes there. its nucking futs!!!!! lol (dickie roberts movie). my dad carried the bag all the way to the car but almost dropped it once. i was like just walk fast your almost there, lol. he was nuts to carry it but i wouldn't have been able to. yeah so then after that we had to go and pick up esther's dumb kids cuase of course she works 1-6pm today. then after that we went to wendys cause we were hungry and of course esther never fed her kids lunch as usual. then my mom saw that there was fun day at the fire station so we had to take the kids there. like enough rain in the morning wasn't enough but she made me and my dad stay there from just after 1pm until 3pm. like frig man she better not complain if i am sick next week and dont want to go to work cause it will be her own fault for making me stay outside in the rain and cold all of that time. i should stangle her, lol! and if you think thats bad now i have to go to work from 5-9pm. i am freezing and cant get warm, aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-30T00:06:00

2006-09-30T04:07:13Z

too late, too tired........ugh will update journal tomorrow......

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-28T10:42:00

2006-09-28T14:50:18Z

man i am sooo tired, my mom took dayton over night for amber cuase she had to work at 6:30am this morning and the kid does not know how to sleep at all. he woke up so many times in the night and of course my mother had him downstairs in the living room to sleep so he could keep he up all night.
so then i went upstairs to try to sleep in my mothers bed cause my dad was gone for work so that was a huge mistake. geez i dont know how my mom and dad sleep with the cat and the dog in their bed cause while i was lying there trying to get to sleep the cat kept trying to climb on top of me to sleep and i dont like that cuase i cant sleep on my back. well anyways i finally got the cat comfortable laying beside me and he was purring which is alright, but it kind of gets annoying. anyways so next was the dog. he is very jealous of the cat so he comes up on the other side of me and starts rubbing his body all around on the bed. so i put my arm around him and start petting him to settle him down, finally he does settle down but then he starts licking himself and scratching his ears and wimpering cuase they hurt. so i kept pushing at him to shut up. finally i just left and went and got in elle's bed cause i knew i was not going to get any sleep at all in my mom's bed. so this morning when i got up i asked my dad how he sleeps with those animals cause they are soooo annoying. he said he is used to it so it doesn't bother him.....yikes! so then i asked my mom and she said that the cat does the same thing to her and the dog eventually does settle down. i can tell you though that it wasn't fast enough for me. so yeah that was my super fun exciting night(very sarcastic). gonna go now, may journal again later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-25T10:35:00

2006-09-25T14:36:33Z

lol look at that i am not going to YA anymore. i got called into work 2-10pm tonight so i accepted and i guess i will go next week to YA. its funny how before YA was so imporatant to me that i would at least try to go, now i dont even make the effort, lol
later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-24T22:36:00

2006-09-25T03:02:30Z

hey
hhmm lets see what is to blog about today. well i went to church this morning. we had our first morning of choir. that was good but i wasn't feeling too well this morning. on the way out to the stage pastor chris came up beside me and said that he thinks i am fantastic and that he is so glad that my mother and i are in the choir. he says that i am a really important part of the choir. i thought that was a little strange cuase we dont talk that much but when we do talk its always something in that kind of context. hmph...well i sat out the second service cause i felt so rotten and wasn't sure if i would need a toilet or not. did anyone else see jesse hamstra this morning? i thought he looked pretty hot. lol i know it seems pretty wrong but he looked so good. tonight fraz's message was not too bad, better than i have heard him preach before. haha during the baptism's pastor clarke was speaking with the one candidate and i was looking around. i looked over at John Mark and he was picking his nose and eating it,lol! i told elle and she looked and started laughing. then i told sonja and she looked and we were all laughing. luckily christina was sitting 2 rows in front of me so i told her and she gave john mark the ' i am going to cut your head off ' look. it was sooo funny. i think that is the best church service i have ever been to. then like 15 minutes later elle saw joseph pick his nose and eat it. it was soo great, lol..... lol its sooo funny scott mason is back to his old whorish ways as usual. he is doing his usual katie dance plus he also has mallory on the side and plus his girlfriend in alberta. i feel bad for her cause she really has no clue how he is. why is it that some people can get anyone who they want and others get no one at all. life can be pretty cheap man. so yeah i am going to Young Adults tomorrow. it should be pretty weird cause i haven't been in a long time. i hope that marcia and sonja or at least one of them come otherwise its gonna be a pretty crappy time there. i am so mad. i put a tape in the vcr to tape one tree hill cause i have forgot to do it the last couple of weeks and it wasn't even on this week. that sucks so much. well hopefully i will remember to set it up again next week. oh marcia you should be glad you didn't come to church tonight cause the newt was there. lol well i am gonna go now i guess cause i should go to bed for tomorrow. later
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-23T19:28:00

2006-09-23T23:38:05Z

hey all
how are things going? things are okay with me. i have been feeling really sick today. dont know why either. my stomach hurts and my head, plus i have had the poopsies. lol too much info i know. so what did i do today? well i went to work cause they called me in for a 6am-2pm shift which was good cause i want to get as much money and as many shifts as i can this week. i hope they call me in a lot this week. well i dont know what else to write about so i am going to go now, maybe i will remember something else later to write about.anyways later days fellow LJer's.
~jen~

jenny_the_penny @ 2006-09-19T21:55:00

2006-09-20T02:02:05Z

woot woot a second journal entry for today. i haven't done this for so long, lol. well i just wanted to talk about weigh scales. they suck. i got diana at work to weigh me on the scale they use there for the residents and it was 140 pounds. i was like okay that aint too bad cuase i am slowly going down, but i thought i should weigh a little lesser than that since i am getting smaller clothes and that (which means i have lost something). but anyways i just got my mom to weigh me here at home and the scale said 133 pounds. like come on man that is so much better. so technically that means i have lost a total of 7 pounds today (according to these wacky scales). whatever man! but i will go with the weight my scale gave me, i like it much better!! yay! 133 i hope it goes down more i am so proud of myself, must keep this up man!! later
~jen~

done, done

2006-09-19T19:44:10Z

sneeze sneeze sneeze, ick. i hate sneezing cause afterwards your nose is all runny and gross like you cant breathe. well today my day was a little better i guess. i worked 6am-2pm today and my shift went by pretty good. the last hour sucked though cause it went by so slowly and they are doing repairs on my floor at the nursing home so all i could hear was this annoying drilling. it was pretty crappy. but at least it was only for the last hour of my shift and not the whole shift. man i am so hungry, well maybe cause i am bored.i dont know what else to journal about so i am gonna go, later
p.s. i love my bestfriend marcia a million swedish fish
~jen~